so apparently privacy is overrated. i've lost a lot of respect for the one who recently and abruptly invaded mine.

i'm sorry about any people i've hurt but i'm not sorry about what i've done. these are my choices and it's what i wanted. that is all.

I'm baaaaaack. HELLZ YEA!!!

We drove straight through from 930 last night till 630 this morning. Now, I'm tired. But I have my baby Gunn.

That is all.

I'M GOING BACK TO CHICAGO TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!


That is all.

Jason called me today. How random is that? It was nice but definitely a little strange. I hope he actually wants to hang out this summer, that would be even nicer...

I dyed my hair black today. Right. Black. I just bought this cheap shit at Walmart to cover up my nasty red-orange grossness until I get back to Chicago. It's fucking purple. Hah.

It was pretty cool chilling with Megan last night. We realized that the cause of all the damn drama last summer was UBERBITCH Michelle. I guess Megan finally opened her eyes to Michelle's bullshit shortly after I stopped talking to her. All the crap aside though, it felt really good to be with her and get to know Andy (her fiance) a bit. We saw Jessi D at Vanity and I ended up hanging out with her for quite a while today. We went to see Matt's puppies again cuz Jessi wants to buy one for her birthday (which is two days before mine). And then it stormed (dun dun dun).

I love thunderstorms. That's one thing that's definitely better in South Dakota. And quiet nights; I think I'm gonna go finish enjoying this one...

My back hurts and my allergies suck. I was really hoping I wouldn't be fucking miserable while I'm home but here I am, not doing so hot. The chiropractor just about killed me this afternoon working out my crazy back. I'm not surprised I was full of knots from moving and stressing. I've been working on cleaning my room tonight and I've decided that all of my spare change here and in Chi is going towards much white wine for celebrating my birthday. I got a message from Carlos today...hooooooray for cute boys! I think I'm gonna hit the sack a bit early tonight so I can clean some more tomorrow and photograph some old art work.

Oh yea, I forgot to say that I got a new fish today. He kicks mad ass, hella pretty. Makes me really want another fish tat. hehe. He's really dark, mostly red with a tiny bit of teal green on his back and the ends of his fins curl like Christmas ribbon. I couldn't resist him...

I had to work at the asscrack of dawn yesterday for like usual. It wouldn't have been so bad but Juan is a pretty small guy so I ended up doing almost all the grunt work. I got off at noon, so I came home and painted all day. Seriously. Around 430 or so I switched to drawing. But I was still working on homework. I decided to take a quick nap around 8 and get up so I could work for a little while longer. My fuzzy brain shut my alarm off and I didn't wake up until almost midnight. So I decided to just go back to sleep and get up early this morning. I'm a *real* loser now...hah. Now I'm gonna get my ass going on the things I have to finish by tomorrow: my drawing project and my uglug. and Tuesday: my pscyh paper. and Wednesday: my paintings...


rawr!!!!!!! Time to work!

I'm so physically and mentally drained right now, I can't even believe.

The events of the day: Moving.

Drama.

Exhaustion.

And now, maybe for a minute before the rest of my to-do list kicks my ass in gear... relaxation.

In moving my fair few times and helping several others added to today's experience, I've got a new found respect for the driver of all moving operations. I didn't even think about it until we were finished but I was the only one of the four of us (Holly, Kelly, Shira and me) who *had* to make all 4 trips. I had to deal with driving in the city, which I'd never really done in the loop. Aside from the little driving stint of bringing Jess, Aaron and Jordan back drunk Saturday I haven't driven since Christmas. And the stairs, oh man, the stairs. We all trekked up those damn stairs so many times today. I'm so happy to be done with it...

This is cheesy but light and fun before two intense days of moving...

List 7 songs you're into right now. No matter what the genre is,whether they have words or not, even if they're not any good, they must be songs that you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your 7 songs, then tag 7 other people to seewhat they're listening to.


1. Black Cadillacs- Modest Mouse

2. Convenient Parking- Modest Mouse

3. Reptilia- The Strokes

4. Electricityscape- The Strokes

5. Aqueous Transmission- Incubus

6. California One/Youth and Beauty Brigade- The Decemberists

7. Doin the Cockroach- Modest Mouse

I'm pretty limited in what I feel like listening to lately. Modest Mouse, The Strokes, The Decemberists, and Death Cab for Cutie are basically my exclusives right now with a tiny bit of everything else mixed in here and there. I got some country in me this weekend (wooooo hoooo)...

I don't have 7 people to tag and I'm more than a little lazy right now so do it if you want to...



mmmmm, it's nice to sleep in my own bed again instead of bedding down on a couch or a twin or sharing with someone else......

i'll finish describing my weekend at a later time...

Just a few more hours left until I fly to Omaha. I'm gonna chill with Jess and do my laundry tomorrow. We might drive up to Soo Foo in the evening or go Friday morning. Either way, I get to hang out with Jess, Aaron and possibly Grandpa on Friday. Maybe even Terri and Jon. We're all going out to Mitchell on Saturday. I might get to see my mom before the reception but maybe not. But I get to spend a quick Sunday with my folks before it's back to Omaha that night for an afternoon flight on Monday. What a busy weekend! And I'm gonna enjoy it aaaaaall....

Strike that, reverse it!

I can't believe how crazy shit's getting. Yesterday did NOT feel like a holiday. I didn't even want to call my family cuz it makes me sad hearing them and not being able to be there. I made a few bucks anyways by going in to work to pan the bread for today. I also got some shit packed up. The weirdest thing happened today though. Megan sent me a message apologizing for last summer's stupid argument that basically ended our friendship and telling me that she's getting married. She wants me to be there, to be a bridesmaid. I feel really relieved that we appear to have resolved all the bullshit but it scares me shitless to know my junior high and high school best friend is getting married. It seems like everyone's got their shit together in that department but me. I really don't wanna think about any of that shit.


I wanna listen to my killer sleep mix and drift off to dreamland...